my chaos theory

My daddy left today to thailand for who knows how long. I was kinda really sleepy on the way there and talking nonsense and doing stupid things at the airport to keep myself awake. You know, I didn't really think much into his departure. I was more like oh heh, yeah we'll see him again on holidays and stuff but I swear there's smth abt airports and their numerous bon voyage signs all over in every language that sorta gets to you. I was kinda suprised to see my dad close to tears kind. Like I didn't think he'd be sad to leave cos like new job oppurtunities in a new environment can be quite exciting. Guess he really could miss us or smth. So yeah, I ended up sadder than planned. Oh wells, it will take time getting used to having only 3 people in the house though my dad's not a man of many words to begin with. Nobody to tell me of the latest K-drama to watch at the moment and all and no one to gush over soccer with. 


can't resist them trolleys


did I tell you about the bitchiest check-in lady ever?
D: is the flight close to being full?
L: yes
D: could you maybe get me a seat in a not so crowded area?
L: scoffs* bitchy stare* i already said its full so where u expect me to put you?

ok la, so my dad's qn was kinda dumb but seriously! chill on the attitude man!



till christmas or or visa problems



Bon VOYAGE and all that!! :)

 I'm so bothered I had to come by and blog a few lines before sleeping.
Because I've been studying for IBM, I'm missing AMI FINALS party AND UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE FINALS!!
Like 9 years since man utd has been close to such glory NINE YEARS! And on the day of the NINTH YEAR, I HAVE TO MISS THE GAME! And stupid boys dont wanna tell me the score cos apparently its my fault for missing it! OH, I'm being deprived of such excitement! And And AMI finale sleepovers are such a TAR thing! *WHINES SUMMORE*
I better do well after all the sacrifices I've made today. 
Who knew 22nd May was to be a day of so much excitement!
OF ALL DAYS! SERIOUSLY!

 

Oh my geee! I have to come and blog just for this very nice pick-up line conversation.

Guys Take NOTE! :
 

Y :  haha yeah? u cant play the guitar for nuts tho

A :    how would YOU know?

Y:  oops. sorry dear. i meant to type i.  u and i are so close tgt

Ok now, look down at your keyboard and go WHOAAAA! the coolest pick up line ever eh!!


So, since I'm here, I'll try this blogging thing. I think I do it very badly tho.

I really can't stand this song.
The way the girl sings it sounds so cult like.
Makes me damn bored and sleepy.
I actually really fell asleep while listening to it
over the phone but...
I love the lyrics!
Such a nice love letter if it ever
were to be made into one.
If I were talented enough, I'd try to find a nicer melody to it.
Something that sounds like a sara bareilles song!
If only...
I'm still determined to find that little bit
of musical talent that
everyone is BOUND to have.
I'm sure its in there somewhere, right?

Here I come to find myself,
catch the tide
Looking for a peace at the end
of the line.
Sometimes I cant't help myself,
fever's high
I'm all at sea and so unwise.

I'm so afraid I'll lose your love
as times goes by
But courage is a fire and a
beacon so bright.
The sunset biult a memory,
our love sign
And all at sea we come alive.

Will I wash away, turning like a
stone?
I need a place where I belong,
Call a setting sun, to throw
me down a rope
And take me to a place called
home.

I close my eyes, I know you're
there, love of mine
Standing on the shore in a
world I design.
The sunset fires a lonely flare
into the sky
And all at sea we say good
bye.

Will I wash away, turning like a
stone?
I need a place where I belong.
Call a setting sun, to throw
me down a rope
And take me to a place called
home.
Looking for a place called
home.








Even after I got my awesome camera,
I still don't blog with photos!
WHY WHY WHY!!

Maybe I need a LOMO...
LOMO HOLGA
LOMO FISHEYE
LOMO POPART
DIY PINHOLE CAMERA!

*AHEM** My B'day coming SOON!
5 months more ONLY!
very fast one!

I found this article that tingled my thoughts!
Some parts seem scary and little overly pessimistic but its mostly true!

by Dr. Bob Moorehead

"The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints; we spend more, but have less; we buy more, but enjoy it less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences, but less time; we have more degrees, but less sense; more knowledge, but less judgment; more experts, but more problems; more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get angry too quickly, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too seldom, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life; we've added years to life, not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor. We've conquered outer space, but not inner space; we've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul; we've split the atom, but not our prejudice.

We write more, but learn less; we plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait; we have higher incomes, but lower morals; we have more food, but less appeasement; we build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies than ever, but have less communication; we've become long on quantity, but short on quality.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion; tall men, and short character; steep profits, and shallow relationships. These are the times of world peace, but domestic warfare; more leisure, but less fun; more kinds of food, but less nutrition.

 

 

Dance like no one's watching. 
Sing like no one's listening. 
Work like you don't need the money. 
Love like you've never been hurt before. 
Live like there's no tomorrow.

OMGee!
I HATE IBM!
I HATE IBM!
I HATE IBM!
I HATE IBM!
I HATE IBM!
 
Like I've never HATED a subject more. It's my worse enemy! Like seriously! I've never felt such scorn for anything before in my life!
It's EATING ME UP inside! Like just one chapter can SUCK all THE LIFE out of you. Stay far far away from it people. It's the only thing that makes me feel so incredibly stupid. I can't DA BAO it again cos I'll just die from trying to study it for one more year. WAHH! I really can't bring myself to concentrate properly. I can study the whole POA syllabus in one day and feel damn happy but not this man.

UGHHHH. So irritated by it.

No one wants to go out with me this weekend cos of this damn paper on Monday that I don't wanna do. I got no social life already la.

And my parents are the weirdest when I need them to be strict the most.
Let alone my little attention span for IBM, they keep tempting me to do other things like watch their korean show, eat dinner tgt, go for mass, spend time with them etc, etc...

Like yday I stayed up till 5am with my mum watching the show "My Girl".
The guy is SO SO SO CUTE! If only they make guys like that in Singapore. Even my dad who usually doesn't like it when I gush over guys has joined my mini fan club over him .  OH,  LEE DONG-WOOK, so sexxy. He'll be the reason I fail IBM again .  Let me convert you to my side....


He looks so nice and pan-asian right? cannot tahan!!!

Today was such a nice sleepy sleepy day. I hate eRev, but all that early morning planning put me in a good state for some hardcore slumber time. And let me tell you, SLUMBER is the right word. I like got transported to another universe or smth. Felt so stretched and refreshed after that. I was in a post sleeping mood all day so I decided to watch the analysis of why britney spears is so mental on E!. They make her life sound so sad but then you never know if its all a gimmick to make fans sympathise and all that. She's seriously ALL over the news!

So I got bored and watching korean shows with the parents just makes it worse. Those people can provide water resources to kenya with the amount of tears they shed in one series. Like how depressing can someone's life get right? Hah, so I decided it was time for jumper watching w/o any boys.

Met shaleen in town at like 830 hoping to catch a 9pm show on a sat. We're quite the DF's. Obviously we could only get a much later show where we sat in the second row next to a girl who had a very noisy bf. He kept sniffing and snorting throughout the movie and making comments abt everything even the gf had to tell him to shut up. But anyway, DON"T WATCH JUMPER!!! It really sucks. The only saving grace was Jamie Bell and the cool effects of the jumps around the world. There was barely a storyline to it. The should've just made a mini series abt jumping alone. Rachel Bilson like can't act for nuts la! And her character gets played by 2 very different looking ppl. U even forget how  Samuel L. Jackson is an iconic name cos he chose such a dumb role to play! And I was SO looking forward to this movie man, This is why I'm a pirate, saves my money.

Hah, ok I need to go fill my mind up with deeper shows like JUNO! Like the sister says, must watch all the oscar nominated movies out now so when we watch the ceremony, we actually know whats going on instead of getting angry that all the old ladies who play queens keep winning.

Later!!